The way to the summit is not only long, but also steep, icy and risky. Every step counts, the decisions you make are crucial and there is no time for regrets. You are tired, lonely and in pain and still feeling blessed and extremely happy. Your dream is what drives you. Doesn't really matter when, sooner or later, you should make it happen. And if it gets stuck, do not blame others, just train harder and try again. Because you know that when you reach it, the reward is the sweet joy of your life. The feeling of happiness, love, and freedom.